Hoel (frustration/inner weakness), Odel (family), and Eoh (natural limitations) came up quite close together. Basically, the impression I got is that your family is/will help you as best they can, but there are some limitations to your current situation that you are not yet able to overcome and this will be a source of great frustration. However, dedication and diligent effort on your part may enable you to push back/eliminate some of these limitations at some point in the future. Some things, though, will just have to come in their own time. Sorry I couldn't give you better news. :( *hugs*